UpDate.

...started going to a gathering of the Bride called Scum of the Earth named from the verse in 1 Corinthians 4:13. This in itself has brought me closer to Christ, to God. I've finally started to get to know Him for who He is and not who I think He is. I've finally started feeling Him as a the I AM...the Being...the Be. We've finally started getting a better relationship...because that's what this is; a relationship. Everyone has a different one and each one is personal and specific. I'm learning that I can find myself in seeking Him. The more I get to know Him, the more I get to know myself. "Seek and you shall find." He wasn't just saying it. He meant it. Seek and you will find. You just have to know what you're looking for.

I also had a few revelations (if you will). First (for my own records), there's the second coming description in Thesselonians and when God comes onto Mt. Herob to Israel. There's a parallel there.
Second, when God feeds Israel with manna (food from heaven) and the imagery of Christ being the bread of life plus the Holy Spirit filling us...these all coincide. There's something there to be seen....oh, and snow. There's something about snow falling and manna falling and His Spirit falling....there's something there too.
Third, the Sign of the Son of Man appearing in the sky in relation to the star that the three wise men followed and the sign of Emmanuel. Something about the moon and its relation with a women's menstrual cycle and virginity...there's something astrological there that I'm not sure about.

Anyway...Happy Holidays and hey...just let go.
No one does it like Him.

-Fletch